In THe mINd OF a DAncer??

2010-11-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

HEYYY
its been long
too long indeed!
aha

Nononono
Os aint over yet
but it seems lyk it
a week left and all of this will be over
this so called 'war'

Neeway
gonna startttt updatingggg sooon enouuuugghhhhh
ahaha
and i bet noone's reading
AHA!
Bye
-peace out-

2010-09-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

I wondered everyday,
if you would feel how i feel inside
and if i were able to intepret wateva you say,
i could just make you stay by my side

But all dat is ,seemingly,impossible
with your cold stares and your obvious ignorance..
but dat could juz be me venturing my world
or my negativity dat filled my imaginations

Yet again, i cant engulf myself in feelings
or i gotta be ready,
For a thousand waves of tragedies
might come in crashing..

2010-08-16T22:18:00.001+08:00

ima cater to you
dat i'd really do
coz ur ma everything
and you've made me think
of how far i would go
to get you by my side,my boo

2010-08-15T00:31:00.003+08:00

as i was on my way,
through the darkest day
towards a place
dat is uncertain to me,
in a different way

this is too much,too much
too much for me to say
its been really empty since
youve been gone away

it seems lyk i cant breathe
without you by my side
it looks lyk u are the shining star
rite deep in my eyes

i noe its been only a day or two
and ive been asking 'where are you'
i juz wanna tell you dat i fucken missed you

2010-08-04T19:09:00.004+08:00

if i were to take you on a Car
id bring you to a place at the very top of ma List
even if it means travelling as far as to the Star
I am indeed starting to Love You

2010-07-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

shes a prostitute in bangladesh
earning no more than 3.50 in cash
being kick around
brought to the ground
being treated lyk a freaking hound

i look at her in her eyes
followed by ma lips, forming a smile
different perspective on her life
changing continuosly every single time

wat is she going to be
y are all of them so mean
tears drop frm my cheek to the floor
i thought of another way to open a new door

as i thought alot about her fate
i turn to her and then i said
'ur life is a trash, its such a waste'
i laugh it out so loud and slap her in her face

'to ma fren who sat beside me(:'

2010-07-22T19:47:00.003+08:00

hey sweetie pie
i noe ur hiding behind your lies
u seem so near yet so far,
damn it,i dunno exactly who you are

i tried to meet you
but ma guts wont do
or isit coz im more of a coward
than i thought i was

i start to miss your cute lil smile
wif light dat's dancing in your eyes
y cant u look at me
i miss the time dat we used to be

i dunno how to feel exactly
but im loving you increasingly
how do u feel about me
im wishing dat fr once,together, we will be

2010-07-21T22:03:00.003+08:00

your tiny little skyscraper called pride
piercing through the skies despite your fear of height
i gotta congratulate you for your daring attributes
but seriously, whats up wif your dumbass attitude

2010-07-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

you taught me something
dat loving a person
does not mean dat i need to hold em
juz appreciate them as much while i can
but regardless,
i still want ya

2010-07-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

isit normal to fall?
lyk how rain falls on the earth dry walls
lyk how stars fall down on our atmosphere
as though theres nothing living down here

or in every fall,we have to try to rise?
lyk how rain rises high up the skies
lyk how sun rises every 12 hours after it fall
well it depends since all this, is your call

to get up on ur feet, is ur best bet
to get through life's hardest catch
we dont live your life fr you
you make up fr wat will happen, you really do

so isit normal to fall?
it is, but be lyk the seas at the shore
trying hard,no matter the fall, to get up the sands
how you treat your fall is up to you,in your hands

2010-07-14T21:15:00.002+08:00

my heart beats faster and faster
as butterflies form in ma inner walls
anxiety and nervousness became clearer,
as i came closer and closer

your sweet face right here
fills the chaotic yet empty atmosphere
my heart melt with the slightest of ur smile
through all the imposibilities,
you might be the one who'll make my life

2010-07-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

sometimes,
i juz dunno wat im feeling
wat im suppose to feel
it took me awhile before i realise im dreaming

seemingly impossible,
i tried and tried
but the pain dat is inevitable,
strike me while i lied

but its ok
coz i'll try hard
everyday in everyway
juz to get urs, lyk how i gave u my heart

Miracles, Miracles

2010-05-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

miracles..
where are u
life aint spectacular
without you)':

How to save a life!

2010-05-15T21:41:00.006+08:00

how do you exactly save a life..
emotionally or physically?
alot of questions might be passing through ur mind

some might think dat its all bout
jumping infront of a car..
tryna save someone,
someone u barely noe,or
someone ur close with..
but think bout it
wat if helping someone out of ones misery
could be saving ones life..
wat if trying to comfort a close fren
is saving a life..
and wat if being there for the ones u love
is saving a life..
the qns of 'how to save a life'
often asked
only when u feel
lost,
hurt
to see ur loved ones
in pain and sufferings
thinking dat ur partly the cause of it,
the cause of a living hell in her life
and all this feelings aint helping you
to find solutions to save them..
Dats when u start to worry alot
wondering if ur gonna lose her
or be the way u used to be wif her
coz u juz love her so so much

its the future of uncertainty..
the only way you would thought of doing
is asking her if shes alright
or assuring her
by saying 'everything's fine'
hoping with ur best wishes
dat all of this would work

how you wish dat everything
would be back to how it was in the past
a peck to the lips
or cuddling with one another
ur fingers interlocking wif hers
the comfort and warmth
when u sat wif her
while watching the sun sets
the world juz vanish
and fantasy kicks in
u thought it would not end
but everything had to crash down on u
u survive?
she survive?
dat cant be answered..
and even if u survive
isit all worth it if she doesnt?

when conversations turn cold..
awkward feelings appeared..
how u wish the past could be repeated..
but it cant no matter how hard u tried
tears roll down her cheeks
like how rain falls down on earth
pain stabs her heart
as painful as a thousand stab of a knife
nomatter how hard she tried covering..
her scars are still there
obvious through her expressions
dats when u noe its time for u to save her life..

But,
knowing 'how to save a life'
doesnt ensure a guarantee in saving her..
worst,
ignorance,
being illtreated...
despite the fact dat ur trying hard to hold on
dats how u would feel
but wat if its actually juz too painful
fr her to look at u
so its ur choice of how u wanna think bout it,
on whether u succeeded or nt..
but one thing fr sure..
u'll nvr noe unless u try
so before u actually lose them
hold em tight
tighter than you've ever hold anyone
love them more than u have ever loved anyone
and cherished em lyk it was ur last..
ily

2010-05-13T22:26:00.002+08:00

hey
i noe its been quite awhile since i posted and stuff
but yess
busy week, it is
packed wif mye and stuff
sry!

anw
back to blogging
and again life is screwed up
but hey
appreciate it coz this life
can nvr be repeated

sigh,
anw
plans after mye..
-make a band dat is!
-make covers
-making vids?
-and obviously......nvm
so wat do u think!?
any names fr a band dat might be nice?
tell me!
personally!
aha

timecheck 11.04pm
and i aint sleeping
worst,tmr is maths paper 2
oh jeezzzz
im pretty sure i can pass it
but nt acing it):
wish me fr the best peeps
have been reading comics and all
fascinated by the drawings and shit..
really really envy them
sigh
envious,envious
anw
im getting high
so before i blog anything dats worthless/stupid
i better get ma ass off ma seat!
i gtg!
bye!
nitez

2010-05-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

hey
nth much to say
i guess the vid says it all
a video defines a thousand meanings..
imy

Life is NOTHING

2010-05-05T21:01:00.004+08:00

heyyy
wat is life?
some of u might say
its bout ur frens,
ur families..
or maybe even ur greatest enemy
but wat it truly means
is dat life is nt all bout frens and families
but instead the meaning dat came after them
the moments dat were made becoz of them,

face it..
frens and families haf to leave us...
some day
so keep the memories and cherish the moments
use all those life lessons u had
dats wat life is all about
life haf to go on
its nvr ending
only till ur soul is being ripped off frm ur heart
till then take care!(:

hey..i hope ur ok):
im worrieddddd
and missing you a hell lott
plz tell me if ur ok?):

2010-04-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

hey
gt nth much to do
so ima blog i guess..

haf u seen
a 50-60 year old lady wif a tank top and all???
u wouldnt wanna see em,
trust me,
only if u haf weird fetish or smth..
aha
seriously..
i find em..how u say
a lil too young at heart
get ur age rite ppl!
anw
enough said..

i gtg now
dream of old ladies wif clothes dat barely covers
area dat should be covered..
u wont be able to sleep i think
AHA
nah
take care
nitez

imy

2010-04-21T23:37:00.001+08:00

ILOVEYOU

nitez

2010-04-16T19:34:00.002+08:00

hey
life has been pretty much screwed up and all..
wif the feeling of pain whenever im wif u):
nt dat i hate u or anything..
juz dat..
nt being able to be wif u..
is juz soo..
i dunno
but it seems lyk u've been in so much pain and all
im sry..

skip topic
life's been pretty much an asshole to me though
besides love dat is
nt gonna rant on it now
gotta go

ily..
bye

2010-04-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

i didnt noe it'd be today..
A day where hell broke loose in ma mind
to see u tearing apart
wasting ur every tears and sleep
to actually think bout this..
im sry if i cant be of any help
i noe i noe
u'd be lyk 'its nt ur fault!!' and all
but im sry..
fr making ur suffer..
i didnt mean it):
i didnt mean to hurt u..
i didnt mean to make ur life a living hell fr u
was merely looking frward to maybe a year or so..
but i guess nt
but wateva the case..
u noe i'll always be there fr ya
coz im still deep down there nt wanting to go out
im sry
i m i s s y o u
&
i l o v e y o u

2010-04-11T01:38:00.002+08:00

hes one lucky guy hitting on all the hawt galss
damn it!

heyhey!
timecheck 1.38am
juz came back frm a really really really
late nite dinner
had fun though
i gt nth to talk bout
gonna blog real soon
so cya!
nitez

2010-04-10T01:06:00.002+08:00

hey
i miss ur pecks
i miss the bench where only you and me sat
i miss ur hugs
and the way u shrug
i miss the way u say 'NOOOoooo'
and ur reaction when a dog appear,
u go woooaaaahh
i miss the way u giggle
i miss the way u cuddle
i miss ur laughter
and the saying of 'i love you more than ever'
i miss the way u said 'i love you',
and i noe i do too
i miss ur 'great' reaction whenever i push u to another guy
i miss it when u became cranky when ur sleepy
but nt when ur high
i miss it when after every pecks, u go shy
i miss it when u tear up and cry
i miss the happy moments we shared
i miss it when u ask me to sleep coz i noe u care
i miss hanging out wif you
i hope someday will do
i miss the moments in cambodia
i miss the 'you and me under the sunset,ma dear'
i'll miss everything bout you
even the lil thing will do
but now dat im 'losing' you
im juz gonna say i wont leave you,
i really wont
and i love you
-nash-

2010-04-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

feeling empty now..
is this how life's suppose to be?
i hope hope hope
everything would be fine
ive said a thousand times but its nt enough i guess
im sry):

2010-03-28T18:05:00.002+08:00

hey

sometimes..
haf u ever felt lyk the world's unfair
as though everyone's against u?
and u cant get wat u want??
i guess ur nt the only one..
wait
im nt saying i am feeling it much rite now
but it did occured a couple of times before

but u noe
fr those who is feeling em now..
trust me
its nt worth feeling
ur juz gonna waste every moments of ur life
bothering bout nt having wat u want...
and if u really think bout it..
(really really think),
if u look hard enough,
u might realise dat nt having wat u want
isnt a big deal,loss
its merely a step to show how strong u are
to be able to get over it
and notice dat there are good things happening
due to dat particular reason

and if u manage to grab hold of wat u want,
cherish every single moment wif it
coz u nvr noe when ur gonna lose it

but lyk they say
dun cry coz its over
smile coz it has happened
i guess dats it ppl
bye?

2010-03-24T23:01:00.002+08:00

heyy

respect ma mann!!
his voice is hella good
and hes visually impaired
which is pretty sad

anw
how r u guys!!!!
planning to compose another song
but haf no idea wat to write bout?
any ideas??
please post it on ma tagboard
hopefully!!
cya!

timecheck 11:03pm

2010-03-20T13:17:00.004+08:00

i dunno wats going on here
but one thing i noe fr sure
i gt the mood fr rapping

you may call it rhyming
or phrases dat seem so charming
but i aint gonna waste ma timing
and juz continue wif ma rhyming

do u miss cambodia, you may ask?
i must say 6 days is juz too fast
and now dat its alrdy in the past
im juz wishing the memories there could last

i see the orphans all arnd
it juz had me feeling so down
i feel so dampen and sore rite now
dat it brought me back to the ground

after the trip into their 'hive'
ive thought alot bout ma life
thinking bout the times i had to strive
fr ma family,love and life

starting to realise how lucky i was
comparing mine to wat they've lost
knowing that money are partly the cause
of their lives being destroyed

the trip to the orphanage opened ma eyes
lyk the sunlight brightening up even the darkest sky
taught me how to appreciate even lil things in life
lyk you fr instant,i'll nvr ever wanna make u cry

i gt one more moment i had in cambodia
the one dat i really appreciate,
the one dat i truly desire
and it is the one i had wif ya

the orangy colour dat sets in ma eyes
wif the colour of my shades dat filled the skies

i look in ur eyes fr the first time
u made me frgt all ma lines
ma rhymes
ma time

felt the warmth of togetherness
dat comes along wif comfortness

so i must say, settle down honey
and lie on me
we're gonna get through this baby
just you and me

timecheck, 12:34am

2010-03-19T15:14:00.019+08:00

hey
its been 2 days after cambodia
and im really missing it
missing every moments of it
especially those when it meant everything to me
dunno if theres gonna be a repeat of them):
hopefully there is..
really really hoping it would happen again

anw
today and yesterday
did,pretty much,nth
as usual..
sleep com eat
well,nt really eat
coz aint gt the appetite
im cambodiasick
if dat ever made sense
aha
anw
there are more pics
rite now
taken frm facebook
thanx to who ever own this pics(:

ok!
dats it!
i gtg now!
time check 4:12pm
I SEE YA SOON PPL

2010-03-18T15:44:00.006+08:00

Hey!
time check
and its 3:44 in the afternoon
theres a few pics dat i like(nt the ones i take)
and ima post it
this are a few and go to ma facebook to see more(:

three would be enough rite?
i dunno but theres a special treat fr you all
AHAHHAA
a music video!!
woo
a compilation
i call this 'i gotta feeling(cambodia)'
anw hope you guys enjoy it!
i cya when i cya!
BYE~

2010-03-17T22:54:00.005+08:00

heyhey! back frm cambodia!
y go there, u may asked?
well basically,
we went there fr a service learning trip
to help out wif the orphans
and also learn bout their cultures and i swear,
its a trip nvr to be regretted
anw
im nt gonna use timeline or anything
coz im really really really lazy rite now
aha
dun ask me y im juz lazy[:

anw we went to an orphanage
to teach them english and all
but in return we were taught how to make baskets,
windows, and also rice grains
really cooool experience and the next 'thing'
we did was we went to one of the seven wonders of the world
and dat is the angkor wat temple,
it is a really good place to parkour..
no joke but too bad cant
coz teachers were there and all
But talking bout teachers..
they do sometimes spoil our fun
but at the same time when u found out their true colours,
u'll realise they werent too bad
as wat they seem to be in school
but at the same time they love disrupting us
frm completing our music video!
but anw
purely fr entertainment here goes

ima continue on ma next post...

2010-03-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

HEYY!!
hmm
exams haf passed
and its 1 hour left to the last day of exams!
woo!!
and no
ive no clue wat ima do after dat
cambodia meeting or soccer..
soccer or cambodia meeting..
ARGH
they clash!!
damn it,
hoping either they let us off
or soccer court would be postponed to 3-5pm
zzz
anw
heres a vid fr you~

hes hella good
and he gt a youtube account
ive no idea wat its called
but try searching andrew garcia
who noes it might juz pop up rite before ur eyes

and this was introduced by cherlynn
thanx:]

anw
haf u ever had ur own rendition of a song..
i would...
if i haf a good voice dat is
but i dun..
so dats pretty sad
and ma cam quality
suck to the max
i swear
anw
gtg
bye!

2010-02-21T21:39:00.003+08:00

heyy!
hows life~?
well
its fine i guess
but really really stressful..
first of all
art..
eff it
11 more pieces to go..
and 2hrs and 20 mins before the exam week
argh!!

anw,
bad points aside..
this week has been pretty..
nt say awesome but great i guess
aha

and a vid fr ya..
i find it
awesome i guess?
i dunno...
wats ur opinion?

btw
ive no idea how much i gt fr
-maths test..
-ss test
or
-chem test..
coz haf been absent fr this past few days
gd luck to me:x
and yea
tmr FINALLY
going back school
gonna put smiles back on ppl's faces:]
kinda repay fr the moodless days in school recently
and yea
thanx guys fr being there fr me
im starting to sound gay again..-.-
so cya peeps
take care

9:47pm

2010-02-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

heyy!!
timecheck..and its 12.40am
few hours passed
and i miss talking to her alrdy
zzz
dunno y im blogging anw
nth to blog brag nag talk bout rite now
nt in the mood either
anw..
i noe i noe!
its too late and all
but happy cny ppl~
gonna try to turn in now
nitez

2010-02-17T00:32:00.000+08:00

Heyy
Its 12.33
And i cant sleep
Nvr felt so lost in life before

Fr those out there who is in love and all
Cherish them
Even if it means giving ur loved ones more than wat u expect
In return..
Once u lose em,
Ur hopes of getting em back gets slimmer
So yea,
Readers out there,
Cherish them lyk theres no tmr
coz u wont noe when theyre leaving
and juz be happy,even in rough times,
coz ur loved ones is still there wif u
So yea
Take care ppl
Nitez

Ily sweetheart

2010-02-16T18:23:00.003+08:00

heyy b,
its been 5 mnths being together wif u..
and u mean so much to me..
almost feel empty when ur nt there
every single breath i took
i think of u
nt a moment where ur lost in ma mind

i noe we've been through alot
ups and downs
cold wars and sweetest nite
but wateva we go through
u'll always belong in ma heart
deep down where noone can take it away

but now dats its over in us..
doesnt mean its over in love between me and you..
i'll be waiting fr u on the other end of the road:]
and i'll be there when u need me..
i'll always be waiting fr a second chance in ur life
and losing u would mean losing everything in life
b ily and i will always do

2009-12-19T02:44:00.003+08:00

Hey
its 2:44am
and as usual..
cant seem to juz shut ma eyes
and wake up in a brand new day..
but gonna try anw..
after all..
NVR give up..
aha

anw..
had alot of time
so decided to draw something up

my best comic character ive drawn in years..
and its suppose to be human torch..
but i didnt add the fire and stuff..
maybe i would
if u want me too^^

dats it i guess..
no topic of the day or maybe morning..
sryy..
needa catch some sleep now
so cya
~morning~

2009-12-18T02:33:00.002+08:00

HEY!!
its 2:34am now..
and nope,
nt asleep yet..
or else i'll be lyk sleep typing or something..
ok lame..
I NOE!

anw..
a vid or two to lighten up ur day:]]]]]]
ok dats gay
but enjoy

HOT GALLSS YOO!!
AHA

anw..
topic of the day i guess..
ma fren brought this up..
so credit him mann..
Blog beats the purpose of it being an online diary..
well,
its true..
partly coz,
diary is known fr keeping ur feelings/secrets inside..
and diary is to be kept fr oneself..
rite???

lyk u cant juz express ur feelings
(FOR EXAMPLE: I HATE U bit**es)
and let the public read it, rite?
ur lyk giving ppl bad impressions mann..
i bet u dun want dat do ya,
and y hate ppl..
spread the love^^..
cherish em..
(dunno anything??
read ma previous post)

but blog do haf its good stuff though..
lyk
im blogging rite now..
talking bout stuff..
i dunno if u guys enjoy reading but it sure
strips the boredom out of me..
i dunno y ive been putting too much 'lyk'
in this post..
but anywho..
its ok to post bout ur daily life and stuff..
but juz be cautious..
dun expose too much bout urself...
and i noe some ppl might disagree to this

HATER: he talks lyk he noes so much bout how i feel >:(

but ya noe,its better to play safe
than get more attention than needed, yea?
and more isnt always a good thing..
so yea
take care of urself
cya
~Morning~

Love is in the AIR~~

2009-12-15T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hey
Sry i didnt post anything few days back..
BUT i am now...arent I??
Anw..
did nth this few days..
i mean nt literally..
nvm,
u'll get wat i mean..
so yea..

here are some vid dat might lighten up ur day..
or maybe nt really..
nvm watch and enjoy~

talking bout love..
wat is love??
well,
i dunno how to put this
but im gonna try..
its something u feel towards someone..
someone u care bout
someone who u feel safe wif
and someone who u would give up ur life fr..
theres still alot more definition fr love..
but i dun want this post to end up 3 pages long
so yea
love do exist in anyone though..
be it guys,girls,lesbians,gays or even animals..
and no, nt to the extent of beastiality
but somehow,
love is a feeling dat u juz dun want it to take over ya..
coz it'll lead ya to doing something really stupid
but on the other hand,
love gives u a sense of belonging
and also happiness
and..im nt gonna brag on it much
since most of ya noe wats love..

But one most important thing is..
appreciate ur loved ones..
u'll nvr noe when they'll leave..
and once u lose em..
theres no way of getting em back
love is free..
so y nt give em to ur frens..
the ones u hate too
and treat them lyk how u would at the last day of ur life..
especially the girl u love(aww)...
dun go 'aww' on me..
aha

so yea dats it?
bye guys
cya
and yea
cherish ur love ones..
once u lose grip of em..
it'll be hard or even impossible to get back..
take care..

UR An oxyMORON~

2009-12-12T02:05:00.003+08:00

hey!!
good morning..
its 2.05 am
had imsomnia nowadays..
maybe i should sleep rite after this post..
but first thing first...

topic of the day:
OXYMORON

i bet most of u dunno wat it means rite??
well..
ima explain it to ya,
i guess

well its basically a figure of speech..
combining two words together..
WORDS dat contradict each other..
wats contradict??
well..
it means..
dat..
u should go read more books
and find it in the dictionary
they're lyk
pretty ugly..
serious joke..
deafening silence..
white nigga??
white batman?
not so superly superman??

the first three was the real deal..
the rest wasnt..obviously
unless ur CLEVERLY DUMB enough to think its correct..
and no..cleverly dumb is made up by ME
this post is starting to become some wat lyk an english lesson..

so yea..
dats it??
and if theres any topic u guys can give me,
i would appreciate it..alot!

dun sleep so EARLY-LY late guys
oh jeez..
cant GOstop oxymoron-ing..
ima STOPgo noe..
cya
SUNNY nites!
Argh! eff it WOMANLYman...

2009-12-11T19:38:00.002+08:00

hey peeps...
bout the previous post..
dun google it..
nt a good idea..
AT ALL!!

gonna rant on something else later on..
coz i aint gt any idea wat to rant on..
maybe suggestions frm u guys
would help..

in the meantime..
ENJOY ur Holidays!!

2009-12-11T01:36:00.005+08:00

hey peeps..
ok..
its 1:36 am
and im doing practically nth
except fr blogging dat is

since ive gt nth to talk..
and no pictures to post
then i guess ima talk/brag/describe in a 'few words' bout..
err..

errrrr...
talked bout beastiality(if its spelled correctly)
i swear the vid is corrupting ma mind rite now..
in a bad way
ok
its bout human having sexual bonds wif animals or vice versa
it sounds disgusting juz by reading those words
i aint promoting any beastiality or anything
im more of tryna promote "say no to beastiality"kinda thing
well..
heard of stories..
and even watched and saw pics of em..
and trust me
im nt a fan of em
nt even a single bit..
its purely disgusting..
ive heard of a fisherman f***ing a stingray
due to the lack of control of his temptation
and died
was stung by the stingray..
they found him dead wif his (u noe wat) up the stingrays (u noe wat)
there's another story of a man getting f***ed by a horse..
first thing first..
DUDE ur a MAN..
and u dun get f***ed..
secondly, ARE U OUT OF UR FREAKING MIND!
thirdly, how much do they pay u to do this?
fourthly, he died due to internal bleeding..
Imagine him going to the doc..
Doc: y is ur a-hole huge
Man-being-f***ed-by-a-horse:u'll nvr believe wat happened dat day
Doc:Believe me,i think i do..
Man-being-f***ed-by-a-horse:ive been screwed
Doc: BY WHO!?
Man-being-f***ed-by-a-horse:a 1m dick
Doc: who haf a dick dat long..
Man-being-f***ed-by-a-horse: nt who..more of which..
Doc: which??
Man-being-f***ed-by-a-horse:a horse:$
Doc:then go to the freaking vet fr checkup u maniac!!

See wat i mean..
ppl nowadays..
jeez mann
get a life..
if u aint gt any..
get a blog..
lyk this guy..
http://www.iamchervin.blogspot.com/

anw,
im nt hating dat guy or anything..
but his stupidity disgust me..
LITERALLY
ok..
im bragging lyk a gay now..
but wateva it is..
SAVE animals..
and
saving em doesnt mean u needa bond wif em...
if u get where im getting at..
say nvr to beastiality..
love ur life..
and ur cat..
or even ur dog..
and ur dolls if u haf one
and dun let temptations get over u..

peace out

2009-12-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

HEY! ok..
err nth to post actually...
i mean yea..
nth in life dats interesting enough to post??
if u get wat i mean..
but anywho..
had sl meeting..
and 'choregraphed' a mass dance routine..
it was fr the sec 1s anw..
so we had to make it as simple as possible..
and its really hard to do..
but anw.. we manage to pull through..
but only halfway
and even better theres a video of it and yea there it is..

ENJOY

ok so dats it...
CYA

2009-12-01T18:37:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps...
dunno wats happenning??
read the previous post..
thanx:]

anw..
back to wat i wanna post..
er..
oh yea
i gt this sec 1 orientation camp thing
going on during Jan
and theres a mass dance..
guess wat??
i haf to choreograph the dance move-.-
nt dat hard if i choreographed it fr dancers..
sadly, i had to do it fr the sec 1s..
dat suck mann
i had to be aware of the difficulty of
every moves and stuff..
its so darnn hard mann..
dats y i need ur help..
tag in wat kinda moves dats easy enough to use..
plz tag in by today..

ohoh
examples of moves im talking bout..
its lyk;

-cleaning windows..
-opening doors

dat kinda stuff..
so thanx aloottt if u guys can help me out:]

cya

2009-12-01T02:20:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps..
its pretty late rite now
and im still blogging fr dunno wat reasons..

anw,
im nt so sure if theres any readers out there..
but i need a favour frm u guys..
any of u..
anyone who happened to pass by or something
or someone who happened to be stalking me..
maybe write in ma tagboard
bout how u guys feel bout me through the post
or maybe when we're talking face to face, msn, phone, msg??
i dunno
juz tag in ur perspective of me in ma tagboard at the side
<---
thanx guys
cya
nitez

2009-11-25T23:34:00.008+08:00

HEY peeps,
guess ima blog about obs now:]
kk
to make it up after nt blogging fr a
Loooooooooooooooooooooong time..
i guess ima blog something really long
so..hang on tight!
er where do i start?
okok
here i GOOOOooo....

FIRST DAY
it was very awkward fr me coz
meeting new peeps and stuff..
the peeps looking lyk mats worries me most,
BUT i was wrong..
they're fun to hang out wif mann..
really..
was so unexpected
then we had a cool name fr our group,
i mean watch..
we're called Magellan
pretty cool name eh?
anw..
head towards the jetty to pulau ubin..
the guys frm diff school but in the same watch started mixing arnd..
wait, was it the other way round??
nvm
er..
so had to noe alil more bout em..
had introduction(again)
after reaching pulau ubin dat is
blablabla..
then change to our wet clothes fr kayaking
i thought it would be a hella fun..
and again
i was wrong-.-.-.-
waited fr hours to kayak
and we only get to kayak fr lyk 10-15 mins??
maybe becoz of the rain or something....
i dunno
sigh..
then went to the store where our equipments
and bags were kept in..
pack the tents and stuff
Then i heard we're gonna haf lunch..
was pretty excited..
thought was gonna haf some nice campfood or something
and again...
i was wrong........
dang it mann..
really...jeez
y am i always in the wrong.............
we had a bucket and container of foods
nt any kind of food-.-
food lyk....
-crackers
-uncle toby's or something lyk dat
-apollo
-instant noodle
-rice..grains-.-
-sardine cans
-baked beans
-alot of cann food
-some other food which i frgt

then had light food fr lunch..
and cook dinner in the evening...
were taught to pitch a tent..
and went to sleep....

DAY 2
had abseiling prac first then the real thing..
as fr the real thing
we did it down a hill
slip on the first step down
but its fun though
so yea
packed fr trekking and we're switching campsites
ohoh
built some shelter fr ourselves since we had alotta free time
amazing job Magellan
nth much happened on that day
so yea..

DAY 3
had trekking fr over 5 km
so in total we kinda walk fr lyk 10 km+++
especially wif dat heavy backpacks dats pulling us down..
amazingly found 2/3 checkpoints
good effort even when we gt lost a couple of times..
we gt 2 phrases frm those 2 checkpoints
'to haf a good idea is to haf many ideas'
and
'the same sun that melt the wax hardened the clay'
pretty hard to understand eh?
no worries
i didnt really get it the first time when i read em..
then packed our stuff and head towards another campsite
it was camp 1
Camp 1 really looked lyk a resort
awesome place..
well, at least way better compared to camp 2 dat is..

DAY 4
had kayaking..
was hella fun..
one of the best days i had
kayak fr lyk 12 km?
it was pretty scary experience especially when theres a lightning storm
and ur in the middle of an open sea,
fighting the current while trying to get to the destination as fast as possible...
but overall..
(y) experience
then cook dinner..
wasnt so great,
but nt dat bad either
ohoh
gotta thank
Wai Jie, Kiong Keng, Valencia, Fuad, Michelle and Akid fr cooking em..
and Me, Haikal, Dastageer, Niiki, Greta, Suhfian, Fahmi, Joshua, Jing Yu, and Khairul
fr eating em
aha
had a new camping site again..
Alot of mosquitoes though
but i dun mind
since i didnt get bitez fr dunno wat reason..
alotta ppl brought home 'souvenirs' and i didnt
u'll get wat i mean someday;)

DAY 5
had pics taken
alot of sad faces and stuff..
feeling very sad but somehow happy dat we're heading back s'pore
fr some reason..
i bet u noe y ;)
passed around our emails and numbers..
then yea
head home i guess

dats all

and yea..
met cool peeps and frens
WOOO!!!
longest post ive ever written/posted

and finally
heres the pic

MAGELLAN!

this was at the jetty(it was a candid pic anw)

Last day

right before leaving pulau ubin..

dats it i guess..
CYA
nitezz

2009-11-22T02:15:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYY
too bored so i decide to blog,
how long has it been??
months?
i dunno...
Anw
came back frm OBS 2 days ago..
Had fun but aint gonna talk bout it now,
so yea
gonna post it another time
i guess its a goodnigt
bye

2009-07-14T17:16:00.002+08:00

HEY....
looks lyk everyone wants me to post..
ok,
nt everyone..
maybe a few of u..
anw,
life has been really screwed up...
okok..
lets skip dat topic
anw,
having a fever,
nt so high
but quite low..
around 37.9??
i dunno wat to post...
and ma tagboard suddenly become..quiet??
aha
nah
cya guys

2009-06-12T17:44:00.003+08:00

Hey..
its been so damn long
since i blog..
i dunno,
its getting boring i guess..
but it stupid fr me to say dat
coz im blogging rite now..
aha
nvm, i noe its lame
anw..
well,
rite now it is the mid of the hols..
talking bout hols..
its really boring,
but very relaxing though..
although it kinda makes u lazier..

so theres camp(sec 2 sl)..
sec 3s lyk us was the one who planned it..
it was hella fun..
nvr thought it would turn out this way,
guess if theres me..
everything becomes unpredictable;)
aha
nah joking..
played games and stuff..
really had a great time,
and yea..
zephyr won first yo..
really proud of em,

after dat was juz plain,boring,usual days..
nth to do at all..
jeez,
BUT good thing im going on a vacation tmr..
great mann...
dun miss me guys..aha
and yea,
guess dats it??

really cool dance vid..
although they aint cool,
but i guess they are great dancers..
so yea,
cya guys..
bye

2009-05-23T21:07:00.004+08:00

hey..
i didnt noe dat would be ppl reading ma blog mann..
damn im famous..
lol
nah joking..
anw back mann,
how r u guys??
lol
anw had some rough times this few days..
but also some really sweet moments..
nt gonna elaborate here
ireally haf no idea wat to write about..
sserious..
i guess this is it??
oh and found this vid..
its about frenship if u guys dunno..
its reeally awesome..and dats it i guess
cya..
ily baby..

2009-05-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

HEY...
back in blogging
coz of popular demands..
aha..
nah im joking..
so..
ma life have been really whacky..
i dunno y..
nvm..
frgt it..
anw..
i really gt the urge to dance
after yee seng showed me a dance vid..
i stoppped dancing fr a moment due to exams..
and i really wanna kick in back to ma dancing shoes on monday..
those bboys in whitley..
meet me during recess..
LOL..
juz a notice anw..
so yea..
had a cough(a bad one)
and life dat is really complicating..
had me headaches and stuff..
and i dunno exactly where this post is going...really
juz posting everything dat cross ma mind rite now...
so yea..
dats it readers..
bye..
and look below fr the amazing video of dann moshing
peace out..

2009-04-04T21:59:00.003+08:00

hey.. i dunno if im having camp fever or anything.. but im missing it rite now.. but i guess its good dat we're back.. i was missing her badly.. anw.. heres a vid we took a few days before camp.. nt sure if it was funny or juz retarded.. but here goes

2009-04-03T16:04:00.002+08:00

Hey..
im back frm camp..
camp..hmm..
it was overall great..
better than last year..
except fr the toilets and our sleeping place..
fr a guy..it wasnt dat bad..

it gets freaking hot in the afternoon
but freaking cold in early morning..

well..
first day..
played water activites..
play wif mud and stuff..
the mud stinks but it wasnt dat bad playing wif it...
but before dat was jetty jumping..
i did a side flip before going into the water...
well it was fun i guess..

second day..
we did trekking..
very tiring when carrying the supplies..
and its lyk the size of ma body..
nt dat it wass big..
its juz dat im small..-.-
ate maggie and hotdog
the maggie wasnt bad but the hotdog was horrible..
coz it was 'kinda' sprayed wif insect repellent..
then went back..
bathe again..
and did some land activities..
and after dat was campfire..
cheer cheer cheer again-.-
then our group was called first..
then perform a funny talent thing..
i dance..
and abriel...
nt gonna say anything bout him
i guess we did quite well

and the third day...
clean up the place...
and head singapore
the whole time we sang and sang and sang
until we reached singapore...
i think alot of ppl think we're irritating..
but it was sure hella fun..
reached school..
slacked fr awhile
and head home..

and yea..
the camp food wasnt dat bad..
dats it fr camp..
cya
bye

2009-03-26T18:43:00.002+08:00

Hey...
TODAY was kinda fun??
or maybe nt??
anw..
some stuff happened..
i noticed dat ma english teacher juz keep looking at me..
y??(maybe im too cool)
lol
i dunno if its me or isit really her staring at me..
anw..
ma art teacher and
ma mother tongue teacher didnt come today..
dun ask me y..
so during art slack in art studio
wif some relief teacher(although he doesnt look lyk one)
er..
me, nikko, nathan, adilah and
was chatting some random stuff and facts..
wasnt dat bad..
actually is quite fun i guess..??

the two periods of chem
and after dat was mt(mother tongue if u dunno wat dat means)
and mother tongue is ur second language if u dunno wat mother tongues means..
and examples of second languages are MALAY, CHINESE, TAMIL etc.
if u dunno wat is second languages..
and if ur a Singaporean..
then it will be really really shameful fr u if u dunno wat r those examples..

anw..
during mt..
we slacked in the lower sec malay room although we need to go to the hall..
so we was kinda playing a truant..
but our lower sec teacher allowed us..
so yea..
she was teaching er..
normal tech malay language..

so dats it i guess...??
cya next time??
bye..

2009-03-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

Hey READERS..
came back frm tuition..
and it was pretty fun i guess..??

and yea..
i did ma freaking maths homework yesterday..
woo hoo!!LOL
anw..
i really had the will to get back to ma guitar..
but i cant find time to play..
i mean..
yea
either cant find time or i feel lazy to touch it..
i dunno..

And ma fren gave me a form..
some achievement award thing..
and they'r lyk asking us to pay to get a medal or sumthing
I dun really get it..
yea..
so dats it fr today..
and yea..
next week camp..
kinda excited..kinda nt..
but i still wanna go i guess..
so bye

2009-03-22T18:07:00.002+08:00

hey..
er..
i dunno wat im gonna post about today..
dunno y im blogging..
anw..
life have been quite boring fr me..
i mean..
really boring..
feel lyk being grounded..
nt dat ma mom dun let me out or anything..
its juz dat i dunno where to go
and who to go wif..
dats ma holidays guys..
dun be surprised..

im out of idea..
dunno wat to post anymore..
sry i guess
and yea
cya tmr..
in school!!!
oh crap...i feel lame
so yea..
and again bye

2009-03-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hey..
ok..was back frm the hospital
was visitng ma grandma's bro

anw..found this vid on the youtube
Freaky Z and ma uncles band the funkus

the one wif the green bass guitar is ma uncle..
beside the red shirt guy..

lol
so dats it i guess..
and yea..
cya guys one monday
and talking bout holidays..
it has been a 'great' time..
actually no
was slacking at home and stuff..
and yea..
went to 'celebrate' Hui Qins bdae..
so dats lyk the only day i went out..
anw
dats it i guess
bye

2009-03-20T23:33:00.003+08:00

Hey..
welcome ma frens..
anw...
back to blogging i guess..
life juz sux..
anw..to make this blog lifelier
i wanna post a video..
nt a bad one though

yea and
DATS IT I GUESS..
fun aint it??
yea so..
i will blog more if theres anything interesting..
cya till then
bye..

2009-03-07T23:53:00.003+08:00

Hey,
it has been around two months
since i blog..damn..
ma common test results are back long ago
and i did nt so good but nt dat bad either..
kinda lyk average..
so in order nt to make this blog look so bare..
gonna post some pics

ones i did in two months..so yea

well...er

nth to talk bout here..

one of the attempts on drawing hands..but i

stopped halfway coz i was lazy..

er..kinda lyk expressing myself

(basically means dat i cant get wat i wanted)

nth to talk bout..

drew fr fun..

did this on bio test paper..and i gt 15.5/20..

WOO HOO!!lol..

er..did this on the periodic table..

the tuition was boring at dat time so yea..

dats it....

i noe im good at art..(im joking)

but i get 68/ 100 fr it..

kinda sad..

damn nathan..

get A1

WALAO...

lol

dats it i guess..

bye...

2009-02-02T19:08:00.002+08:00

hey........
ive gt nth to do..so im kinda bored rite now...
and went to 'funcut'(was peters idea)
and here are some pics(2 are considered alot sia coz these are the nice ones)

*peters epic fall*

*And them being lame*(jeez..how old sia)

there aint any pics of me..which mean dat i am nt LAME..

wth

anw

bye..

2009-01-31T19:36:00.003+08:00

well..

here are some of my graffiti..(again)

coz i dun camwhore..so yea..

-the one i did during maths tuition(after ive done my work..

so i was kinda free)-

-no comments-

-one of my best graffiti piece-

so yea dats it..

juz three...and i aint dat free to draw so many of em..

yea..

bye..

2009-01-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

hey..
yea..today hasnt gt any luck fr my phone..
it fell lyk dunno how many times..
once was when someone msg me..
and i was cycling....so took it wif one hand and
the other kinda lyk controllingthe bike..
yea so was riding quite fast and my phone
slipped..it rolled lyk it was 'round'
lol..seriously..theres cracks all over..
sigh..

anw..went to pasir ris..wif my mothers side..
yea..nt areunion or anything
juz a family outing..
so most i saw there were malays..
and somehow feel lyk i'm in malaysia or sumthing
...
anw had a lot of fun...
ride bike..
roller blade(sry fadhil...ur nt the only one who can roller blade)..
and able to watch my uncle fell countless time..
LOL..really was funny..

so at around 7.30pm..start packing..
and yea..went home..

so yea dats it..
now gonna draw some graffiti..
so bye..cya
ANW GONG XI FA CAI to everyone..

2009-01-23T17:48:00.004+08:00

hey y'all..
today was hell of fun..
i mean...yea its fun ...
anw..was a photographer during the concert..
and took a lotta pics..well personally i do lyk some performances..
but nt all..

and the host shouldnt really be hosting in chinese..coz
its multi racial here mann..
i noe its nt the host fault or anything..
but seriously..u dun expect the malays and indians and non chinese
would haf a translator by their side do they..

anw..camwhored the 1e4's during recess..
its ok kids..ur pics are in good hands..

and then at around 11.20 am
went back to class...went to 3e3 instead
coz 2e4'08 and 3e3'09 are having party mann..
well as usual disturb edwin..
and really really camwhored alot..

after dat went friday prayers..
and went back school..
used timothy(the twins)
cam and look at pics..
damn i love dat cam..
except fr its weight..
then went home wif peter , wei hong and dann..
do 6 pull ups and i'm beat mann..
i seemed to haf weakened..sigh
and then peter mom fetched him..
sent wei hong and dann to j8..
and sent me straight home..
he lied saying i injured and had a deep cut..
becoz of breakdancing..
and dann exaggerate it too..
saying dat it really is a deep cut..
yea so reached home..
and dats it..

but seriously guys..stop assuming i stead wif someone mann...
so far ppl thought i stead wif three gals..wth..
fine..wateva guys..

bye cya..

2009-01-16T22:19:00.004+08:00

hey..
ok
today was okok (nt so boring nt so fun)
as always disturb edwin..
and pui soon..(btw yesterday was his b'dae so there was a b'dae bash..lol)

so after school went to NAFA fr art..
at first it sounded really fun..
and turns out the other way round..
i dun see the point in going there..
and nt to be rude or anything
but the paintings are lyk average ppl painting
so there's nth special about it..
and i wonder how they can sell it in such a price..

a crappy work cost $5000+
and a good work also cost $5000+
its kinda confusing me though..
really dun get how they place a price on the paintings..
ok..i'm nt gonna brag about dat..so lets skip

this trip is a single trip..
meaning go there by school bus and go home by ourselves..
almost get ourselves lost but made it to City Hall..
and reached home around lyk er...
5.30pm??

so overall the trip wasted 1/4 of my day
so dats it..
bye..

2008-12-24T17:17:00.003+08:00

hey..
here are two pics of my drawing..
cant upload alot..
so here it is:

btw this is my name..

"graffiti"

ok
dats it i guess..
bored huh?
bye

2008-12-21T22:29:00.002+08:00

HEy

ok..its been quite long since i've blog

and many things have or maybe had happened

a few weeks back..went fr a
four day vacation (instead of 5/6/7 days)..
becoz of some reason lyk my bro
getting his school result..
first went to er...johor
the first hotel we went sux crap..
worst then detention centre..LOL
seriously
it cost 280 malaysia dollar a day..
nt dat it is expensive..
it juz aint worth it

the indoor games..
most of em were spoilt..
"we were lyk oh ok"
to them..
but
"wat the hell is wrong wif this place"
to ourselves

On the same day decide to go swimming..
and WTH the swimming pool is dirty...
at first thought that the floor was green or sumthing..
and realise dat it was dirty,
and makes my body itch real bad

Then the next day went to Kota Tinggi..
the waterfall resort..
gt the last chalet..
pretty big
and we're the extreme back quite close to the forest...
very very very eerie or creepy
but get to change to the extreme front becoz...
its a long story..

swim at the waterfall..
freaking cold water and an awesome view..

dats the holiday..
although i experience sumthing we shoudnt
during the vacation
but i aint gonna tell it..

so dats a long post..
juz to make up the days i didnt post..

and fr the pics i promised..
sry nt now..
really really lazy to upload

and school is really near..
haf been waiting fr it
and really anxious to meet some new classmates

anw..Twilight aint dat bad fr a love story
and there's some part which is really cool..
including the kissing partt..
LOL
nah jkjk

ok..so dats it fr today..
so....
Bye

2008-11-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

hey..
it's been weeks since i blog..
either too lazy or too bored
to blog..
anw
today juz receive results of our class..
pretty sad..
gt into 3e4
and they(the school) put me in lit..-.-
-one of my weakest subject

anw
wander around in J8
-bought a sketchbook (one of the main reasons to wander around)
and went home..
i noe i noe..
my life is boring ..

yea so dats it..
and will be posting pics(nt about me, its juz my drawings)
so cya guuys

nitez..

2008-10-22T12:42:00.003+08:00

hey..
well..today didnt go school..
overslept..
and tmr is the last day of school,
kida happy kinda sad..
and wats even worst is dat
tmr gonna receive report book
damn..!!

yea dats it fr now i guess..